My emotions during the past few days had constantly being in rollercoaster mode and I don't know what had triggered the rollercoaster button of my emotions. I blame it on the new environment. Talking about my new environment, my looonggggggg holiday is finally over. I'm a pre-u student now studying in a different school (since my ex school doesn't provide any pre-u courses). Just months ago, I'm still a student in an all-girls school. Just months ago, I was announcing "Bye bye high school" happily on all social medias that I'm involved in and now I'm stuck in high school again ( Is pre-u counted as highschool?). Well, since where I'm studying in is no doubt, a high school, this question doesn't matter anymore. Ironically, I'm back being a high schooler.
I had always wanted changes in my life but lately, I can't help but to miss my comfort zone. Yes, I'm talking about my ex school. Don't get me wrong, it is not like I love my ex school a lot but it had been my comfort zone for years ( despite being my hell at the same time). Well, at least I'm going to school with Keong again and I hope both of us will do well in school. I hope these I-must-study-hard and I-must-say-bye-to-mr-lazy vibe will not vanish after 3 months later. It happens every year but I hope my determination will win over this time.
I'm reading all those unread novels on my shelf in case I will be too busy for them later. I'll always have the urge the write something every time after I read. My inner Miss Author will stay around until my ouhm is gone and maybe, this is why I am updating my blog today. It is the only social media I own that allow me to write something long. I prefer reading books written by authors like John Green and Rainbow Rowell compared to books by authors like Nicholas Sparks and David Nichollas. No hate there but I just can't seem to enjoy reading about how a person drink his/her coffee in one whole page. Not all of their books are talking about how a person is sipping his/her coffee , I know, but I'm talking about their writing style. I give up reading them most of the time and I'll get back to them when I'm feeling like it and the cycle continues ( since I had bought them anyways).
I really want to get my ideal kind of body shape but I can't seem to give up on McDonalds no matter how hard I try. I'll always have a craving for McDonalds. I can't give up on pizza either. Fried chicken too. Fast food is bae, I can't live without them.