Good Morning Yesterday.

Reader reader, oh lovelies! Good afternoon :).

Good morning yesterday. Everything that happened are like just happened yesterday.Well, that's because I had walked out from a hard time.

Wherever I go, I can't find any tamagotchis. How sad! S.O.S! Anybody know where can I find tamagotchi in TI? I seriously do need help.

Back into topic, I have to thank lotsa angels be with me when I was sad. People who know me well will know how sad I was. Some of them even saw me crying. Gosh! *blush* Cause of them, I was laughing when I supposed to cry. It's like my tears had reached my eyes but cause of their jokes, it ended up with tear of laughter and I went HAHAHA all the way. I will never forget those people who treated me good.

Yes, life isn't amazing now. But it will be in the future. I will make my life be in the way I want. I ain't amazing too but I'm grateful for who I am. I wonder how will I feel like when I read back this blog post few years later.

I had a fail relationship but who cares? I'm just 15. I still have a long journey to go. Heartbroken, tears fell. Nothing else. I will just treat it like I had a dream. A beautiful yet horrible dream which made me to grow. I once appreciated his presence in my life but he blew it. Sad case. Although I will still feel sad for what that had happened but things will be perfectly okay soon.

The first test of the year is coming soon which means I have to prepare myself by now :). Damn tired. So, I shall get a nap now.

withloves,

End of the post.

why oh why.

Mirror mirror on the wall, why oh why I'm so emo this few days? Anyway, hello lovelies!

I know the reason well but why must be so damn super duper hyper emo? :(. *sigh* I'm tired. Mentally tired. Had enough of mind torture. What a complicated human I am?

I think that I'm a loser. I don't even keep my own promise to myself. Although it's all out of my control but promises made are mean to be fulfill! Especially promises towards myself. Okay la, at least I'm glad that I still believe promises that people make :). Thing is not as worse as I think.

L.O.N.E.L.Y. I hate to be lonely. Should say I'm afraid of loneliness. I always do. Past, now and forever I will still do. I seriously need a tamagotchi now to overcome my loneliness! Any suggestions for quality and nice tamagotchi? I don't need those expensive one, I just need one to accompany me. Chloe  suggested me to get one from Toy R Us but there's no Toy R Us in Teluk Intan. That's pathetic. If I know how to drive, how good will it be? Will get myself one real soon!

I wonder how I will be like 10 years later. I know my thinking is too far away but I'm seriously curious bout it. Will I be taller? Will I be fatter? Will I be single or double? Will I be a successful person? I have no idea but I just love to think bout that especially when I'm emo. At least I need not to think of the same person everytime I'm emo.

Should stop blogging now cause I hammered my own finger for countless time while attending Living Skill class today. Painful nuff'. Anyway, tomagotchi, please do wait for me :).

withloves,

End of the post.

Beatitude

Finally I'm blogging after struggled to update or not for a long time!

Me and Mei Lum sharing this much of food yesterday at Oldtown. What to do? On diet. I have tummy ady and that's very sad! No worries, I will get rid of you tummy :). Leg damn pain today cause yesterday went to jog and drill when GB meeting. Planned to swim at night too but plan cancelled last minute cause of rain.

Okay, back to yesterday.

Wan Yin should be in this pic too but she can't join us last minute. Last minute again. Lol. Mei Lum is blur behind but she said that she like how it blur. Weirdo.

See the difference of  her hair? I forced her not to tie her front hair up which made her looks like a kid. I think this hair looks better, what say you?

I dyed my hair! Nah, just lying. Light's problem :).

Old style at old town.

Chatted alot with Mei Lum yesterday. Chat until my eyes went red, until I bang the table, chat until I discover how good is my life now compare to few months ago. Seriously I want to shout 'I survive!' at the top of my voice now :).

I like the colour here! My hair is growing longer and longer and yay! That's the way I want it to be! I wish the length of my hair can reach my waist :). Will be! All my hair need are time and lots of care.

So, Whitney Houtson did actually leaved this world. I'm not surprised like 'Har? She died? OMG? Seriously?' cause everybody will die. She's talented and I love her song I Will Always Love You. There's a story behind why I love this song actually :). But I think someone had forgotten why this song means so much to me long long time ago. " If I should stay, I will only be in your way. So I'll go, but I know, I will think of you in every step of the way" Beautiful lyrics are beautiful! *thumbs up*

withloves,

End of the post.

friday and saturday.

So people, how's your holiday going? :). Happy 2 days holiday by the way! I understand that 48 hours are never enough. Lol

Me this forever alone at last alone no more on Friday night. I had someone to lullaby me okay? =P Sadly, just alone no more for temporary :(.

Mei Lum came and stayed overnight at my house! Yay! :D.

We hid under the blanket cause it was too cold ;).

Le me peaced!

And of course, hair went messy after that :). Me like this.

I have no comment on this. Lol

On the second day which is Saturday, went to St. Luke Church for 'Who Do You Live For' talk.

With Mei Lum again :).

Our writing materials, a small booklet and a small gift.

Me and my name tag. Wih Shean says hi!

The pastor. Playful and funny :). I bet nobody will fall asleep when he preach. Thank him alot! He gave me lotsa junky ;P.

Pei Fen and Timothy seems boring, Anyway, I candid :).

Credit to Sarah.

My group discussion members :). They're all cool!

Rushed to GB meeting with jeans and blouse after the event. We did actually leaved St. Luke Church before the event ended. Anyway, thanks Pei Fen for the ride :). Next, I will have less words and more pictures. They played captain ball!

And we had Tuck Chee as our judge. 

 He was saying 'I'm ready' I think. Lol

 Judge gave command ;).

 First warning : no photos allowed.

 Second warning : no pictures allowed.

After 2 warnings, he became like this. 

Snapped lotsa air ball pics. 

And many my ball pics too. 

Chase people, chase! 

 Girls chased!

 Roy chased!

This pic looked so weird. It should be captain ball but why this looks like football? *raise eyebrow* 

I claimed that Joel was the most epic one on that day. 

While they were playing, many people chilled aside like a boss. 

 *ahems* I'm one of them ;)

I. Am. Short :(. 

I found 2 weird pics and I'm ready to share. 

Spot the red circle part! 

I still have more photos actually but nah, I had been blogging for 2 hours and I'm tired. Wait, not only 2 hours. I spent 2 hours to edit those pics too. So, 2 + 2 = 4. 4 hours man. *extreme face palm* 

And again, happy holiday to everyone :). I really find nothing to say anymore cause my mind gone blank. @@

withloves, 

End of the post.