Open Sesame.

The opening of a new chapter in life, a step nearer to adulthood. A few changes had happened in my life and I couldn't decide whether I like them or not.

My emotions during the past few days had constantly being in rollercoaster mode and I don't know what had triggered the rollercoaster button of my emotions. I blame it on the new environment. Talking about my new environment, my looonggggggg holiday is finally over. I'm a pre-u student now studying in a different school (since my ex school doesn't provide any pre-u courses). Just months ago, I'm still a student in an all-girls school. Just months ago, I was announcing "Bye bye high school" happily on all social medias that I'm involved in and now I'm stuck in high school again ( Is pre-u counted as highschool?). Well, since where I'm studying in is no doubt, a high school, this question doesn't matter anymore. Ironically, I'm back being a high schooler. 

        

     

I had always wanted changes in my life but lately, I can't help but to miss my comfort zone. Yes, I'm talking about my ex school. Don't get me wrong, it is not like I love my ex school a lot but it had been my comfort zone for years ( despite being my hell at the same time). Well, at least I'm going to school with Keong again and I hope both of us will do well in school. I hope these I-must-study-hard and I-must-say-bye-to-mr-lazy vibe will not vanish after 3 months later. It happens every year but I hope my determination will win over this time. 

         

I'm reading all those unread novels on my shelf in case I will be too busy for them later. I'll always have the urge the write something every time after I read. My inner Miss Author will stay around until my ouhm is gone and maybe, this is why I am updating my blog today. It is the only social media I own that allow me to write something long. I prefer reading books written by authors like John Green and Rainbow Rowell compared to books by authors like Nicholas Sparks and David Nichollas. No hate there but I just can't seem to enjoy reading about how a person drink his/her coffee in one whole page. Not all of their books are talking about how a person is sipping his/her coffee , I know, but I'm talking about their writing style. I give up reading them most of the time and I'll get back to them when I'm feeling like it and the cycle continues ( since I had bought them anyways). 

                                 

I really want to get my ideal kind of body shape but I can't seem to give up on McDonalds no matter how hard I try. I'll always have a craving for McDonalds. I can't give up on pizza either. Fried chicken too. Fast food is bae, I can't live without them. 

                                  

That's all! 

Ciao! 

 
      

It has finally arrive!

The ouhm to update something has finally arrive. I actually wanted to shrug the feeling off but the more I'm denying it, the more it is bugging me.              

I don't even remember when was the last time I last wrote here to be honest. SPM had ended, my highschool had ended. I don't really like to admit this but in this long break, I think I had became an otaku. Precisely, an otaku for anime. I'm not watching animes like Naruto or One Piece of course. Action animes are not my style. 

Romance animes are not tiring me out at all. Since most of them only consist of 12 episodes and 25 minutes per episode. I often feel that they are too short but I highly doubt if I have the patience to continue watching them if they are too draggy. I'm not a fan of dramas after all. The only dramas that I really like are Secret Garden, My Man Kim Boong Do and It's Okay That's Love out of so many that I've watched. Provided that three of them are Korean dramas. 

The first ever anime that I enjoyed watching was Kamisama Kiss. For Kamisama Kiss fans, season 2 is out already by the way. It already has 5 episodes so far. I had watched a lot of animes but there are really only a few which will leave an impact on me. Nah, not even a few. They are only 2 I think. 2 as in Paradise Kiss and Nana. 

I will remember Paradise Kiss until I die, I think. It was about a highschool girl who blindly studied wanting to get into a good collage just like how her parents wanted her to until she met George Koizumi (the male lead) and she realized that this is not the life she wants. Perfect! Totally perfect for me who had just bid my farewell to highschool. 

                       

One of the factor why I love this anime so much was because of the male lead, George Koizumi. I like how Japanese pronounce his name as Johji instead or George. I really like his fashion sense (he was a fashion designer btw, haha). Although he was really mean to the female lead at times which lead me to question myself whether did he loved her but you just couldn't deny his charm. I was really (or maybe still is) obsessed with him but sadly, he is just a fictional character. 

Another anime that had leaved a big impact on me was Nana. The author is the same as Paradise Kiss. It was about two girls with the same age and same name (you could've guessed it, it's Nana just like the title of the anime) but with very different personalities. This anime is more to slice of life but it also includes romance and friendship. Too bad, it never had an ending because the author had some kind of illness but don't worry, she is not dead. She is just on hiatus for about 5 or 6 years already, I think. But it's okay! I had already vowed to wait for the ending of Nana no matter how many years it takes. 

I really highly recommend Paradise Kiss and Nana. But of course you will never want to watch them if you prefer animes like Naruto because there are no action in both of the animes(I watch Inuyasha btw). If you are a sucker for romance, Paradise Kiss and Nana are like black hole. They will suck you in and once you had started, you cannot stop. Both Paradise Kiss and Nana have a comic version too but still I prefer anime since I don't really appreciate the comic relieves. But for Nana, you may want to read the comic after watching the anime since the story continues there. 

Move on! 

Since I'm too free nowadays, I hardly find myself tired at night which leads to insomnia. I even stay awake for the whole night and just go to jog when the sun rises at times. 

       

My skin is getting really bad and I think the acne scar on my right cheek will remain forever. Do share with me if you have some tips on getting rid of acne scars. 

As for now, goodbye it is. Thank you for reading this long post and read me bragging about George Koizumi. Haha. 

withloves, 

xx.